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*6-13-05*
Amy: It's
been rough time getting through this isn't easy and knowing that
I can't party with you anymore makes me sooo devastated.
But what I have in my heart for you is something special
everyday. It's hard to find a best friend because you were mine
you were always there for me and always helped me with my
problem's. There were times where I never left your house I
spent days on days at your house spending the precious times
with you that I had. Everyone misses you and wishes they could
have you back but your happy and not in pain as your mom says.
I'm so glad that you got Edwin to be happy it makes me happy as
well because he was not doing well at all. I took out the
memorizes box of you today and looked at everything I have, our
times together will always be there forever. Our friendship will
never die it will always be there no matter what like you said.
I finally graduated this year and it was not the same without
you there I was wishing your name would be announced but in my
mind it was and made me happier then ever. We are the Class of
2005!! I'm going to go over to your house and pick things out
that I want from your room your mom said I could take
something's so I'm going to take the goodies that remind me of
our times together. Your on my mind every second. I wish I could
just have some closer from you one day. I worry everyday if your
ever going to visit me. Amy I really need you to put some closer
in my life I can't be sitting at home wishing you would come
back because I know deep down inside your right here with me
reading this as I type it to you. I Love You sooo much Itterz
there is sooo much emptiness in my life because your not here
and I wish I could change that day but it's to late. I'd give up
my life for you any day to come back because there are sooo many
lives that you have touched and want to see you again. Please
say you have to let go and move on but there's not way I can, I
know you want me to but I'm letting you know today that if I
could ever let go it wouldn't be for along long time. God says
there's a reason for everything but why did he take you?? why?
It wasn't your time it really wasn't. You are keeping me and
your family up and going everyday with that smile of yours. I
saw David and I wanted to kill him sooo bad but I don't want him
anywhere near you ever again. But I've got to go but not for
long I will be sending my love to you again very very soon. Keep
watching over me Amy. I Love You and Miss You! You will NEVER be
forgotten. BFFL! YOU ROCK AMY JEAN OLSON!!! :) :) :)
Love always and forever *Kristen Green* <3
<3 <3
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05/01/2005
Amy Jean,
wow i can't believe it has been more
than a year since you left. it seems like i miss you more and more
every day....i thought it could only get easier but it seems to be
doing the opposite. i miss you soooo much! it's so much harder now
that you are gone! when i drive to school in the morning the only
thing i wish for is for you to be there with me singing to our
favorite songs like we use to do! me and shawna have started to go
to the gym everyday but the only thing we think about when we are
there is you. it's not the same without you being there and coaching
us!! my birthday was april 23rd! when i woke up that morning i put
on the radio and that crazy love song was on.....the one you use to
always sing and dance to. i hope that was you singing me happy
birthday!! because i only thought of you when i heard that song. now
i'm 18!! FINALLY! i wish you would have been here on my birthday! i
haven't ate a McMac in so long!!! the last time i ate one was with
you....i can't even eat mcdonalds anymore. i know you are in a
better place now and i really really hope that you are doing well
and having fun. on april 5th your mom took me, kimmy, and kristin to
get our nails done and we went out to the sign to give you flowers
and balloons! we listened to amy music all day!! it was OUR day for
YOU!! well amy i love you and miss you so much and i can't wait to
see you one day! i will continue to write to you! I LOVE YOU GAYMY!
<3 love <3 Tiffany!! (tiff wiff)
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| August 5th 2004
Hi Amy! I just wanted to let you know how
much Michael and I love and miss you. I keep your picture on my desk at
work and I think about you every single day. I know you are watching
down on all of us from Heaven and that you are in a much better place.
It's just really hard not having you around. You were such a source of
love, joy, and happiness for all of us. It's been really difficult for
everyone, especially your mom, dad, and Edwin. Please keep giving us
signs that you are with us-the phone ringing, your perfume, etc. It's a
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July 25,2004 Dear Amy, God it's been four months since you left us, it seems like longer then that though ! Wish I could see you and just hold you and talk and laugh with you. You've got to know how much your missed by all of the family . There's a big whole in all of our hearts ,we are all having a hard time letting you go . Amy you came to me in my dreams just once and said your okay , but I really want you to come to me in my dreams so we can have a good long talk. I look at your web site everyday and I just can't believe that your really not here! I keep thinking your just on a long trip and your going to walk back into our life's. Boy would that be great if it could really happen. Mom ,Dad and Edwin are really having a hard time not having you there! Please come to them and give them signs that your right there with them. Grandma is strong but it's hard on her too!!! Your really missed by us all. Hardly is looking for you , every time kimmy comes over Hardly gets so excited ,it's like you are back . He relates Kimmy to you. He's really depressed too!!!! He misses you a lot!!!!! You might be gone but your never going to be out of our hearts. Your with all of us forever and I can't wait till the day comes that we will all be together as one big happy family again!! Say hi to Grandpa ,Uncle Jimmy and Great Grandma for me I know there with you . Lots of Hugs and Kisses!!!! MISS YOU, LUV YA AUNT SANDI OXOOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO |