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*6-13-05*
Amy: It's
been rough time getting through this isn't easy and knowing that
I can't party with you anymore makes me sooo devastated.
But what I have in my heart for you is something special
everyday. It's hard to find a best friend because you were mine
you were always there for me and always helped me with my
problem's. There were times where I never left your house I
spent days on days at your house spending the precious times
with you that I had. Everyone misses you and wishes they could
have you back but your happy and not in pain as your mom says.
I'm so glad that you got Edwin to be happy it makes me happy as
well because he was not doing well at all. I took out the
memorizes box of you today and looked at everything I have, our
times together will always be there forever. Our friendship will
never die it will always be there no matter what like you said.
I finally graduated this year and it was not the same without
you there I was wishing your name would be announced but in my
mind it was and made me happier then ever. We are the Class of
2005!! I'm going to go over to your house and pick things out
that I want from your room your mom said I could take
something's so I'm going to take the goodies that remind me of
our times together. Your on my mind every second. I wish I could
just have some closer from you one day. I worry everyday if your
ever going to visit me. Amy I really need you to put some closer
in my life I can't be sitting at home wishing you would come
back because I know deep down inside your right here with me
reading this as I type it to you. I Love You sooo much Itterz
there is sooo much emptiness in my life because your not here
and I wish I could change that day but it's to late. I'd give up
my life for you any day to come back because there are sooo many
lives that you have touched and want to see you again. Please
say you have to let go and move on but there's not way I can, I
know you want me to but I'm letting you know today that if I
could ever let go it wouldn't be for along long time. God says
there's a reason for everything but why did he take you?? why?
It wasn't your time it really wasn't. You are keeping me and
your family up and going everyday with that smile of yours. I
saw David and I wanted to kill him sooo bad but I don't want him
anywhere near you ever again. But I've got to go but not for
long I will be sending my love to you again very very soon. Keep
watching over me Amy. I Love You and Miss You! You will NEVER be
forgotten. BFFL! YOU ROCK AMY JEAN OLSON!!! :) :) :)
Love always and forever *Kristen Green* <3
<3 <3
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05/19/2005
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